Don't you ever feel like you are just going to lose it??? That's how I feel right now. I'm really grouchy and emotional. Just ask everyone that has been around me. I'm trying to be strong....believe me! I'm just feeling SO ready for this baby to come. I often think how in the world am I going to make another 3 or so more weeks?!
I have felt insanely lonely over these past few weeks. I'm not trying to look like I am complaining, it's just my state of being at the moment. I know that it's just a period in my life but I'm afraid it won't end until after the baby is born. Actually, I'm afraid it won't end until long after the baby is born.
I know I will be okay.
It's just amazing how much is involved with bringing a new little soul into the world. It's just crazy. Despite being emotional and lonely, I still have really great moments in my life and I am surrounded by many things that bring me joy and happiness.
For instance, like these little people!
love, lOve, LOVE 'em
I am super excited to have Stella here. I think I could speak for everyone here! We thought possibly she could come early. We really aren't sure anymore. I am measuring further along so we will see if I go early or not. I sure have felt like it. But most importantly we want her to be ready and healthy!
So my doctor will induce me at 39 weeks. I have had all my babies at 39 weeks by induction. It has always worked well with me/us. If I make it to August 18th he will strip me to maybe get things rollin'. So we will see what happens. I'm anxious and excited! I won't lie that I am a little nervous how I'm going to do with a third. Let's all just pray I will make the transition okay without losing my mind! :)
xoxo,
Shannon